Little Miss Cranky Pants

Lately I've been on a short fuse. Getting irritated and snapping for the smallest things. Either its from lack of sleep or lack of something else entirely(no not that silly). Today I am trying real hard not to loose it. This day has gone from blah to wanting to bash my head against the wall. First off I force myself to get up only after four hours of sleep to get ready to go with my friend to excercise(the one thing that I've done lately that has been making me feel productive and good about myself). Then I noticed a missed call and a voice message. I found out that my new boss called me to ask me to come in early. I called him back and he let me know that the lady who was scheduled for the evening shift never showed up and they havent been able to reach her. The guy who works mid shift could only work until 9:30pm and so I had to come in at that time when I'm usually scheduled for 11:00pm. I mentioned to him that it was my end of the month and he asked how he could make it up to me. I told him as long as kung pao shrimp and fried rice were waiting for me when I got there. So I went back to bed because there was no way I was going to make it through my audit and end of the month after excercising with four hours of sleep. As I was getting ready my mother informed me that she went through my stuff to find her paperwork that she thinks I stole and said that she also happened to see my credit card bill. Let's just say little miss cranky pants did not take that too well. I FLIPPED a lid. Boy did I rip into her. She kept on telling me that when she was still married to pop she never lost anything, that she could always trust him. Gee thanks mom. She could trust HIM the audulterer and yet not her own daughter. That smarts. It cut real deep and pissed me off all at the same time. After everything I've done for that woman. Putting my life on hold. Watching her back. Taking care of her financially when I had absolutely no experience in even being completely on my own. I just wanted to cry cuz that just sucked. I told her off which of course never makes me feel any better but the anger had to go somewhere. Might as well be at the source. Once at work the CPO tried to get me in trouble with my assistant manager and tried to have me change my routine and system that has worked for me and everyone for three years and now he comes in and tries to change it all. I DONT THINK SO BUCKO. My audit MY WAY. And he can just kiss my ass. (sound whiny and pissy enough for you? and no it's not that time of the month). I also found out from the mid shift guy that they got a hold of the evening shift chick and ya wanna know what she said..."SO WHAT." she said she already had plans so too bad she wasnt coming in. She had to take her kids trickortreating. Must be nice. All I had to do was sacrifice a few hours of sleep and a little bit more of what's left of my sanity but no biggy. Sorry just needed to vent a bit. I'm done now.